Thursday, April 10, 2008
haiz.. the lunch plans couldnt be exercised.. it's ok.. cuz piggie's nt realli feeling well and so am i.. the weather + stress is eating into us..
im realli realli upset..
not cuz we didnt get to go eat a nice lunchie..
juz...... upset over some stuff said...
im afraid that i cant cope in the corporate world.. all the back stabbing and cunningness... i dun like.. i like to be juz myself.. straightforward... why ppl muz be politically correct and "nicee" to everyone? it's so damn fake... there's no 1 realli good out there...
i was juz sayin abt this gal whom backstabbed and betray me before.. how bad she is.. and yet u always see many ppl ard her.. willing to be her fren.. she had like tons of celebrations fro her bdae even.. and wad abt mE?
is there someone i realli can call as and when i realli need a ear to listen.. spend some time with when i do have time to kill??
sigh.. the person whom i was having a conversation to.. juz stated that i probably was too over sensitive and that.. it's my perception.. BUT HELLO!!! that Bitch did every horrendous thing to me.. and me? i totally treated her like my bestie and did anything and everyting i could to help her when she needed..
sigh.. does good realli begets good? why dun i tink so.. is the christian perspective correct? if someone slaps d right side of ur face, allow them to slap the other... den.. wun i be realli dumb... like realli........... retard?
i juz felt that the person kinda implied i was petty.. mayb i am.. but i cant forgive wad she did..
sigh... mayb the person finds me petty too.. always not happie abt this and that.. makin me out to have a fussy image...
mayb im juz lousy....
sensitive..
fussy..
hot-tempered..
naggy..
good for nth...
low self confidence..
stupid..
brainless..
dunno hw to b politically correct..
irritating..
picking on every single micro thingie..
always reminded of abt past..
so sticky..
so over-protective..
forever scared to be alone to do anything..
not supportive..
short fused..
guai lan..
all in all.. guess im a worthless piece of crap..
no wonder..............
im constantly alone..
mayb everyone shld realli leave me alone..
@ 10:47:00 pm
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