Sunday, July 22, 2007
i'm realli unhappy.. all i want is smth simple.. juz a nice holi.. nice shopping.. nice time overseas.. simple..
and yet.. it cant b fufilled..
first.. some one juz kept brushing the idea away
den.. it was the money & where to go prob..
after that.. was the quarrel on shopping or slacking destination..
followed by the taking leave prob..
there after was the air tix prob..
and now.. the bloody exchange rate..
is there smth wrong to goin for a holis? i dun understand.. y anyone and everyone can go on a holis and things are ok for them? y do i have to bug and bug, quarrel, scream, yell and cry for 3 mths.. and nth much good comes out of it..
realli tired.. being able to post this whole incident on my main blog juz goes to show how realli tired i am..
tired from working OT..
tired from no 1 bothering abt me...
tired of doin work that's nt suppose to b mine..
tired of looking like i'm the onli 1 who bothers 2 check and find out things always..
tired of nt being able to slp earlier everyday..
jus tired...
have been feeling this way since i got my sickness.. realli tot that with the added exams stress a holis will do me some good... and now.. work has to take a toll on me..
and even yesterday.. someone could say.. " also dunno wad time u finish work, hw to eat dinner.." ok lo.. wad else could i say.. since someone never want to make more effort.. at least my colleagues are there for me..
@ 5:58:00 pm