i pray i pray...
i pray i pray lord that i will get well..
i pray i pray that no more spots will come out.. although i dunno why you allowed them to resurface in patches last nite.. it hurts wen i walk.... :(
i pray i pray that doc wun ward me.. although he warned that any more that comes out in a grp.. i have to b warded.. and i avoided tellin the doc.. :( but i would still have to observe & cant keep it under wraps for long.. else.. back to SGH ASAP.. and to do skin biopsy...
i pray i pray i will not get bruises so easily when i take blood.. although there are 2 more samples to b taken when i go back to c the doc..
i pray i pray that the urine will nt contain any high amt of blood or protein when i go back for checkup.. cuz.. it will mean the kidneys are inflammed again..
i pray i pray that everytime i take the steriods.. i wouldnt always get gastric dispite eating the gastric med.. sometimes i realli wanna curl into a ball.. knowing that i am full and yet the gastric still appears.. :( it's painful..
i pray i pray that the steriods period would hurry go away.. the bitterness of having to take 6 tablets daily is killing me.. in total everyday i take 10 pills.. :( it really isnt farnie..
i pray i pray that everytime i walk a little wee bit more.. i wun get headaches so easily and that my legs wun ache so much.. and that no more spots will come out.. sigh.. feel so useless juz like a crippled person @ times..
sorry for ranting.. juz.. irritated... seriously.. mayb i shld b warded back into hospital.. den there's tranquility there..
but i wanna b happie 2dae.. cuz i had a wonderful lunch abt 30min ago.. :S but nw i am getting gastric again..

yummy fish soup and rice..

close up.. can u c the fish, tomato and the sweet goud?