Monday, December 04, 2006
woke up @ 755 this morning.. was so cold.. i decided to hide under my snuggly comforter for a while more.. funny.. my window was less den 2 inches open, the fan wasnt targeting @ me.. n the door was close.. but.. it's so super cold.. *bbbRRRrrr...

hm.. woke up with puffed up eyes again.. the aft effect of sleepin late.. oh Wellz...

anyways.. drove to sch 2dae.. haha.. with the help of 2 palz.. realli love them.. jas n terrence.. thanks for helping me.. juz for me.. jas made a one handed u turn.. haha.. tt babe realli can control a big car man.. and she look damn fierce in tt merc man.. :( somemore luff @ me cuz i park at a bay.. cuz i was waiting for terrence to arrive..

and thanks so much terence.. even though he wakie late.. he beat a few red lights and sped up and cut queue in u turning to sch juz for me :) love my palz! den he onli got to sch carpark to find out tt i had already parked the car nicely with jas's help.. and they ended up laughing at silly me who parked so far away from the lift... :(

anyways.. wad my marketing teacher told us todae in class realli makes sense.. you may envy ppl tt earn 20K a mth.. flyin ard doin sales.. n you will wanna strive to b like them.. but.. if relli being put into their shoes.. can u take the stress? will you survive? i started to ponder wad i wanna do in my life aft i grad.. mayb my results wun b darn good till i'm head hunted.. but i believe i can work my way up and make it.. but.. work wad? good question.. i dunno..

n my teacher ended by sayin tt.. we shouldnt envy wad others have.. but juz to be contended and happie with our lives and have realistic goals.. some ppl may earn lotsa money.. but are they happie? you may nt earn s much.. but feel happie and contented.. i agree!!

i am happie and contented with myself being a BA.. some may nt like it.. but i enjoy it.. i am happie and contented that i have many supporting friends - my besties, my ah family, shan shan, ruth, judy, chaven n many many more.. hee hee.. dun wan list anymore.. else later i leave anyone out den i will get it.. :x

so.. all in all.. i am happie and contented.. and slowly seeing the world in another perspective.. i will learn to stand strong.. nt fall to circumstances, nt b so soft hearted n always let ppl bully or make use of...

*hai.. i still cant seem to park the car nicely.. but.. it's fun travelling @ 80km/hr.. :)