Mon - 13/11/06

d day was a total crap.. wakie early yet still came to sch late..

late nvm.. break time i accidentally spilt tea on jas's jacket and HP.. damn.. she muz haf felt like killing me.. i felt damn bad too.. wish i could bury my head in a hole to hide...

the end helped her to clean her hp and the pouch.. but still i felt damn bad.. hai.. as if it wasnt bad enuff.. it had to rain so damn heavily wen i wanted to meet a pal.. in the end.. wen to bugis aft lunch to change a watch my besties got for me.. cuz.. the design didn't realli suit me..

in the end.. the watches there wern't exactly stuff i liked.. so i requested for d receipt num and wen over to raffles city to get it change.. it's been long since i last went out myself to run errands.. feels like fun.. although i would have wished there was others ard me to acc me.. :(

den i tot of popping by to citylink's singnet to check out the bb offers.. and.. spent so long a time there deciding wad to get.. in the end.. wen to the counter and wanna reg.. then realized the info the gal told me.. was wrong or i interpreted wrongly or she wrongly interpreted my intentions.. got me so tired, exhausted and pissed off that i didnt wanna sign the bb anymore and went straight home.. sianz lo.. waste my time!!!

in the night my mum wen thru my accts assignment with me.. den.. we did all the transections correctly.. but yet.. the b/s wouldnt bal.. ARGH!!!!! spent a few hours tryin to solve it.. but gave up and wen to slp @ 11.58pm... so tired.. and had to work the nxt dae..


Tues - 14/11

Todae's the official 1st day @ wisma outlet.. :) wakie onli @ 815 and tot could make it there @ 930.. in the end.. the damn bus driver drove so slowly tt it realli pissed me totally off.. hai.. den onli reached office @ 935.. luckily i wasnt late.. cuz need to punch the card by 940.. :)

wah.. nw i'm a pro @ doin eyeshadow for myself @ lightning speed.. haha.. can do my both eyes within 5 - 8 min with the eyeliner and mascara.. *lol practice makes puRRRRfect man! haha.. so afraid was gonna b late for briefing.. hee hee..

in the end got my whole face make up done in less den 15 min and gong gong attended the morn briefing w/o knowin anyone there.. like idoit lei.. they all know each other and talk in grps.. den i alone.. hai.. den again.. chanel gals actually rarely mix with other counter ppl.. mayb they always think we're so high class or smth.. no lo.. we all actually all siao siao and funnie 1.. haha.. mayb it's juz the chanel image ba.. hai..

anyways.. den.. i collected my 1st pay cheque!!! so happie.. and i told my boss i would like to work perm part time already.. but requested for a 5+ mth break for exams.. n she agreed.. so ok lo.. i'm gonna b stuck with chanel till i end uni!!!

wen to order a soya sauce chix from c-jade express.. haha.. onli $10.. wad a steal.. and brought it home for dinner.. haha.. smth to treat my family.. :)

super crappy.. so super tired and realli wanted to slp.. but yet.. some one was hogging my mind.. nt allowing me to slp.. stared @ my hp.. stared @ the ceiling.. started talkin to my toys on my bed.. and yet!!! cant slp!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

Wed - 15/11

haha.. wed hasnt even ended and i wanna blog for it..

well.. my mood hasnt been realli good since last wk.. realli lotsa sleepless nights these few days.. until i cant realli cover my eye bags and dark circles nw.. hai..

dun ask me y.. although i noe.. many of u are concerned over me.. but.. no 1 will understand.. nt even those closest to me.. cuz ppl closest to you may also betray you.. on the pretext of wanting to help you.. i realli am very sad.. very lost.. not knowing what to do.. sometimes realli wish.. there are road marshalls ard holding plaque cards to show me the way.. but i guess.. mayb the road marshall doesnt even know how to do up a plaque card or.. even know wad to write..

tata guys.. meeting my shan shan to study aft sch.. and btw.. haha.. mummy solved my prob of the unbalancing eqn..

hm.. fri wen i go back to wisma.. there would b a whole new and nicer counter there.. peeps.. if free come visit me!!! i'm bored 2 death there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!