Friday, June 09, 2006
some things to ponder abt...

-letting go of a person u've just learned to love ...
-taking the risk to fall in love again ...
-shielding ur heart to love somebody ...
-reminiscing the good times u shared together ...
-trying to hide what u really feel ...
-trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyes ...
-giving up someone u never thought of giving up ...
-having the right love at the wrong time ...
-helping the one you love court your friend ...
-hiding ur relationship from someone else ...
-thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment ...
-controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend ...
-knowing all the while that he never even thinks a single thought of you ...
-letting go, because everytime you see the person,you only fall deeper-holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out ...
-finding the perfect guy but he doesnt love you ...
-loving a person too much ...
-waiting hurts like hell, ended up hearing "... she's the one i loved the most" ...
-agreeing to his wish to 'just be friends'.
-asking his freedom back bcoz he'd be happier with *her...
-seeing the one you love crying for someone else ...
-telling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with *her
-he told u he'd be leaving u to return to his ex-fighting for that one thing that would make you happy ... that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his commitment .. then, you are left hanging for the moment... he/she says, time will tell...
-but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her ... [PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying... PRETENDING to be strong....]
-hearing that he wants to treated as a big bro ...
-sharing his future plans of the ger with you.
-let u noe his love story abt him and *her
-lying in bed each night, thinking of that person that wun be urs ...
-being with someone you can't actually love...
-pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love... being in love...
-letting go even if you really don't want to...
-asking u to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again
-having no right to say you are hurting, because it was your decision ...
-seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help ...
-having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before ...
-someone who is capable of destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections ...
-falling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with ...
-realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
-finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him, perhaps even more than before...
-the thought that this guy who used to really love you and you loved him jus as much but it wun be the same ever again..-sharing the one you love with someone else....
-making a promise, realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be fulfilled.... the commitment is no longer there...
-the hardest thing about love is believing it exists.

guess.. it's always been hard and will be...